Cries Go Unheard

Cries go unheard only to be suffocated violence surrounds me pain is the only thing I know what is this life why am I here am I just a toy to be tossed from vagina to cock am I not the daughter you wanted do I not meet your standards am I no good don’t … Continue reading →

Body Bound

Body bound Rage felt raking over my body hair pulled being drug from room to room consciousness aware wish I could forget alcohol smelt hands choking penis gagging anus ripping crying out in pain crying out in misery nobody hears for I am alone I don’t count Unless they want me for sex or to … Continue reading →

Light in the darkness

A sliver of light A glimpse of hope Grasping to hang on To what sanity there is Turning from the memory Looking for that hope Unsure if anyone hears The cries for help From this voiceless soul Jaye 1-30-2011

Love Fred P

Your arms wrap around me I turn away trying to escape You tell me you will never let me go My cries go unheard You tell me you care Yet you violate me You try to justify this by Telling me you Love me I ask myself “does he know what love is” No because … Continue reading →

Mamma Do You Want Me

Mama Can you hear me? Mama Why Won’t you make it stop? Papa I wasn’t bad, really I wasn’t… Mama please make him stop… owwww it hurts, Mama why do you stand by and watch? Why won’t you help me? Don’t you know how? Mama do you love me? Papa do you love me? Mama … Continue reading →

Dancing With Satan

Thoughts racing Blade in hand Decision to be made Taunts of do it, do it Running thru my head Old tapes playing Fighting not to listen Not giving up Not giving in Satan taunting Lies being told You are no good You are ugly You deserve to die God speaking Telling me it will be … Continue reading →

Trust

Trust Such a strong word A word that is difficult When that trust is broken Vulnerability Raw emotion Fear Anger Bitterness These are the emotions and feelings I associate with trust where my relatives are concerned. Trust that is unbroken allows me to feel cared about and loved it does not leave me feeling bitter … Continue reading →